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    一直很安静

    从结婚到现在,脑袋一直满满的,总是这样匆匆忙忙,心总也安静不下来,每次打开空间,本想大侃特侃,结果却是一句话也写不完整,直到今天。
    就是妈说的那样,结婚以后一切还会恢复平静,只是现在唯一不同的是他不在身边,很每一次短暂的分离都不一样,我曾经愤恨不平的说他们领导的种种不是,但只要是为他的将来,忍忍也罢,昨天打开笔记本那页地图,才木然发现那个地方比自己想象的居然南那么多。
    有个朋友曾经问过我,两个人到什么程度才会选择结婚,当时很突然,没有想出太可以说的答案,直到忍受了这一段孤独,我突然觉得自己找到了答案:任何时候都会想到他,做任何事情都会和他联系起来,下雨的时候会担心那边的天气,做饭的时候会担心他有没有吃饱,玩的时候会担心他有没有人陪…… 也许这个答案叫做责任。当彼此极度认真的去面对这段感情的时候,就会坚持走下去,没有波澜壮阔的举动,只是自然而然。
    很偶然的看到这样一个解释,如果女孩子右臂内侧有朱砂痣的话代表着你们是再续前缘,后来连八字测试也这样告诉我,突然有种幸福弥漫在心里,觉得自己好满足!
    一个星期了,秦皇岛的雨淅淅沥沥的,日子过的很平和,每天晚上花痴的回顾大S版的流星花园,被人骂幼稚,却还是感动的直哭,好喜欢道明寺哦,因为某个人所以更喜欢他,因为他们的爱都是那么浓,浓得让你整个人都感觉很温暖,没有他在身边的话都会很不习惯:)

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    heykokawrote:
    亲爱的,看到你的留言我真的很想掉眼泪,很想过去抱抱你,就把那些过去当作是一种经历,其实你真正的爱情还没有来过,只是还需要你耐心的去等待,一定要幸福!这是你告诉我的!你是招人喜爱的人,何苦强求自己沉积在那些悲伤中,早点跳出来,就是向幸福迈一大步!下周咱俩一起看电影去!ok?
    June 9
    Chanwrote:
    我的他,现在就不在我身边。。。。。
    或许,他从不属于我,但我必须承认,想念的确是会呼吸的痛。。。。
    其实,你比很多人幸福,因为你的爱情有了保障,很多人还在漂泊,找不到突破口。。。
    我最近才发现,原来一年又一年的感情,是日积月累的财富,可惜,我的爱情,很快就要戛然而止了。。。
    我很沮丧,非常沮丧。。。。
    但我还是祝福你,姐妹,要永远惜福。。。。
    June 9

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